Changing Course

Have you ever felt like you're sitting around, wasting your life?  I have.  All too often.  I believe that I was put on earth to do amazing things...to make the world a better place.  It sounds so cliche, but I truly believe it to be true...for every one of us.  I was given gifts that were meant to be used.  I've spent the majority of my life feeling paralyzed by the inability to figure out how, exactly, to use said gifts.  I believe it's possible to live a life in which we get joy from what we spend our days doing.  I believe it's possible to find a way to spread joy, love and healing to so many others through our own joyful creation.  I also believe it's possible to make a living this way.  I have a pattern of choosing to do everything except the things that bring me joy.  It's so self-defeating.  I've jumped from one job or new career path to the next.  Not one of them has been in alignment with the things that bring me joy. I dance around that center place.  I do everything but the things I've always wanted to do.  It's ridiculous, really.  I've chosen to be unhappy and unfulfilled.  I get so caught up in the how, the overwhelming how, that I just plain walk away from the things that bring me joy.

This is my journey to change my life and live in a different way.  Starting today, I'm changing my choices.  I'm adding healthy practices into my life and removing the time wasting debilitators. Today I started my day with meditation and visualization.  I know from past experience that this can be life changing.  I'm writing every day.  I'm singing every day.  I'm organizing my life through organizing my home and my work space.  My hope is that by faithfully making good choices, my life will transform ever so swiftly, and that bit by bit, the how will become clear.  I can do this.  (And so can you, by the way!)